日落嘉年华

Dear Soblue,

In 2010, I wish you

to be stronger and braver,

to be more powerful and more optimistic,

to be more creative and more grateful,

to do at least one thing from the beginning of the year till the end of the year,

to find a focus in life, which is not movable nor replaceable.

You should know that you are the very one and only one who companies yourself from the beginning to the end, so know yourself better, treasure yourself more, love yourself more.

Your lifetime mate,

Soblue

Life is not movie. Life is much harder.

I am so addicted to movies, cos I love life so much, which I can only have once, live once, decide once. So I watch movies to live it once and again. it's all there... all that I wish to try but can't afford: the passion, the dreams, the hope, the madness, the love.

Details are catching and touching. The ocean of details is movie. You drift there or get drown there.

Lovers meet in movies, they could lose each other in the time, in the crowd...then they could meet again. Days pass without pain, fast and quietly. several years, several decades... passes on your shinning screen with in a blink.

But in real, you feel how time passes you by, how it makes changes in your eyes, on your skin, in your mind. Once we lose each other, we lose each other forever.

I wish I could live it twice, and I wish I could love you twice.

But, it's life. There's simply no fucking "replay".

爵士是和心灵有关联的东西。
只要把心交付出来，

醉在那里，或者碎在那里。

收留些许片段，
任时光歌唱。

【二零零九年十二月五日@德莉浓摩卡咖啡】

在我遇见你之前，

咫尺也宛若光年。

而比距离更疯狂的，

是这刺穿了我的胸膛的

时间。

Photo by kle_m

      亲爱的我没开玩笑，我曾为秋天写过一首诗。

      虽然我已经不记得任何一句。

      秋天是我的顽疾，反反覆覆了这么多年，从未痊愈。

       Autumn is the stubborn disease.

       For so many years, I've never been cured.

我已经不记得和你接吻的感觉了。不是我刻意忘记你,亲爱的人儿。

只是时间帮我忘记了。

你和我的距离，不是10个小时的航班的距离，不是横跨欧亚大陆的距离，不是7个小时的时差的距离。

而是生活和生活的距离。

台风天。把我的过去连根拔起。

我需要回到我自己身边来。

珍妮的肖像是我欣赏的为数不多的姑娘之一。

她画画,用铺张蔓延的线条和绚若星辰的色彩蛊惑我的眼睛。

一直以来垂涎于她的作品,终于在2009年6月底用我的"城堡之爱"手链交换她的手绘作品。

我猜我们都爱石头的。我会把石头用铜丝缠绕起来挂在脖子上，她则在石头上绘出故事。

石头是沉默的生命。

这枚为我而作的洛可可风格的双面手绘石头，

因为太喜爱，竟不知拿它怎么办才好。

[painted by artist "Jenny's portrait" in June 2009]

B side  

"Jenny's portrait" is one of the a few girls who I admire. We've never met.

She paints with hidden passion. Her magical lines and colors catch not only my eyes but also my heart.

Finally in the end of June, I exchanged a piece of stone painting by her with my handcraft "Castle love" bracelet.

I think we both love the stone, as it's silent life- I would chain one with copper wires and hange it on my neck, while she paints storied on one.

I like this piece of Rococo so much that I don't even know how to deal with it....

["Castle Love" handmade by me] 

Soblue, 水瓶座, 外企商务经理, 80后玩票电音唱作人, 擅词曲人声,  私人首饰设计师,创作方式:整合。

热爱首饰，是因为相信细节的决定性作用。

设计之于我的意义在于：发现新的，唯一的,不可预知的自我。

Born in the 80's, professional commercial manager of a foreign enterprise, part-time electronica song writer, singer and part-time personal jewelry designer.

My passion for jewelry is based on my belief that details decide.

What design means to me is to discover the new, exclusive, and unpredictable ego.

不想开煤气灶,不想洗碗,不想见油星.

星期五的晚餐,我该怎么捣持.

喝点果汁,又喝杯酸奶,饿到不能再拖.

好吧,这世界上有种东西叫BROTZEIT, 我没面包了,用饼干改良一下可以伐?

然后冰箱被打扫干净,明天必须去JUSCO或者FRIENDSHIP STORE了.

亲爱的小孩，

你还是这么瘦，９个月没见，头发已经很长．

通了Ｎ个回合的短信之后，我越走越近．

我看见你摇摇晃晃的从楼梯上冲下来．背着大大的军绿色的包，拉我的手．

你多了一副大得夸张眼镜，我透过它看见你－－你还是你．

这世界上有一种孩子是永远不会长大的．

我希望你就是他们其中之一．

你有描绘童话的手指．

不要用它们触摸现实的坚硬，沥青水泥地一样的坚硬．

我的身体像是物竞天择成的两栖动物，和你在一起的时候，我又回到水中．

看见湖泊的颜色，感觉到她深处的温度．

这个城市在我的２００６年是怎样因为你的存在而变得温情和梦幻起来．

你这个温暖固执的小孩儿．

但愿，你还记得我的声音，即使有一天我不再歌唱．

Mermaid song 

We could be together
Everyday together
We could sit forever
As loving waves spill over

The moon is fully risen
...